Right after a cheerful post by Zeze, I found myself in a reluctance to start new things. Today must be one of the happiest days of the year, for me. And even if I want or not, I am starting something new today. My mother, hugged me this morning, I hugged her back tightly, and she said “If there was your boyfriend in my place, you would hug him tighter than this.” This was nothing but a joke to make her sleepy daughter laugh. But I couldn’t help thinking if it’s true or not. Nor I could come up with an answer. When he exists in my world, I’d know. If he will. Ever.
Here is a song by Turkish band MFÖ. I dedicate it to my humble self as a sincere present: